Okay so, i think that i should blog now. ahha, I've just been wondering, like, wtf is life all about, so i've come to this conclusion that life is meant to make people miserable. like seriously. Life makes you miserable, and then sees what you do after you become miserable. Its like the saying "When life gives you lemons make lemonades", well eff the lemonades. When life gives you lemons eat the effing lemons. When life pushes you down, you pick yourself up . And i mean over and over again. this is the only time whereby we, as human beings, learn to walk through hardships. My life was never a walk in the park I'd tell you that. Whatever you've been through, I've been through worse. Trust me.
And now when all eyes are on me, to focus on what I want to do with my life and to support the family. I'm stepping up to the play, one step at a time that is. I finally understand how my father felt when he supported his family at this young age as well. I never really came to understand until now, when I have to do what I have to do. To those that I have told about what I'm going to do with my life, you guys know that I'm obviously sacrificing alot.
Everyday we learn more about ourselves, today I learnt I'm not that bad of a guy. Actually, I know that I'm nice, but to the extent of HOW nice, I just found out. All that's left for me to do, is to grow in mentality (maturity). Meaning, Growing in Thinking. If any of ya'll still dont understand.
When Life gets hard, you really only have two choices. And only one of those will work.
Until Next time Folks,
N.

10:37 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008