Oh hoho it was a smashing GREAT TIME!.... First we all met up at Batok... then Desmond was going " my friend say queue very long leh" then " my friend say queue very short leh"... all dunno wat to do... cause we were supposed to go there earlier.... but we were late.... Ah chang booked for us the tickets already... so we might as well go pay him $12 then take our chances.... taking a cab and rushing down to MoMo... we reached around.... 10 plus i think.... Desmond cut Queued into the front line... NICELY DONE BRO! hahaha..... then almost nearly fight... cause we all wanted to cut infront of him... and the people behind us didnt like it... haha.... too bad for them loh... what can they do... hahaha... anyway... the dancing and all that started around 11 plus... went in ah... immediately got into the mood... dunno why.... was like everybody around us was dancing also.... and no body cared how everybody was dancing.. so what the heck lah... just dance! hahaha....

So.... it came to me that Guys go to clubs for one thing... "grinding" and well... i didnt grind... i just thought it was ungentlemanly... haha... you all know me.... im too innocent... too nice...... too decent... cant do it... hahaha....hmmm after dancing abit... can see that Desmonds friends all
"who were girls" were getting "hunted" so he ask me and Pengkai to help block so that other guys couldnt grind them... so i just stand behind and dance lah.... but i dowan to touch lah... hahah.... really... its not me.... so i just dance behind his friends.... i also dunno who lah... but just protect.... haha... hmmm... nothing much to talk about really.... it was just DAMN fun... undescribable.... but then i started getting dehydrated... around 3 am i was like... cannot tahan lah! must go buy water.... haha keep asking Ah le.. "eh go buy water leh.. damn thirsty"... then after about 15 mins some of us went out to buy water.... wah... come out already my ears like... got that mosquito at your ears that sound.... didnt feel like going back in...getting quite sian... cause the music getting more and more boring.... haha

happened to see kim there.... wah lau... she pay $12 go in and sit down... really damn cool sia.... hahaha when i asked what she was doing here she told me "listening to the music" hahaha..... dunno wat to say lah really.... but had a really great time..... Saw Nigel again... haha.. wah lau... he's the ultimate clubber???? hmmmm dunno lah... haha... well if anything interesting happens i'll pop up another Post... BYE for now.. CHEERS!!!! and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Nicki

"Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another."
-1 John 4:11

Alright so i didnt blog these few days cause i was kinda bored so now im telling you why...
couple of days back i went to DXO underage party... But before that i went to hospital with Brian, Aaron x 2, Vester, Shue Guan and Nicky ( nope not me ) ... we all met up at Aaron ANGS house first.... haha meeting point... everybody met there first cause everybody was going to V.E after that... so just sit down relac awhile... when we wanted to leave... rained like hell... so boh pian... They say Both (Nicki/Nicky)'s sit at the boot.... wah lau damn squeezy... my head cramp like dunno wat... reached the hospital then went to see Victor... his skin was damn red... when we reached there the doctor even said... Victor you have to stay one more day... you have Liver inflammation and must stay one more day for a scan... wah lau damn sad sia... we went to da bao lunch to eat outside the ward... the non aircon corridor... after eating everybody was like... just smoke here lah... Ka lan... hahaha but then i keep telling them dont lah... cannot smoke at hospital... we went with Vic... went to find a place to smoke... after that i went home... hmm met with Qi xiong and Peng kai... Didnt want to go DXO but then Qi Xiong called Desmond in my face and booked a ticket.. so boh Pian haha

Doors were open at 8pm but i went with my friends at around 11 plus 12... who goes early any way? haha.... so went to eat... met up with Qi xiong, Ah le... Peng kai and wei xiong for dinner near west mall around 9 plus.... then met with Desmond then leave together... around 10 plus 11 we met with ah chang.. Ying Kwang and Yen keat... haha alot of people yea.... walked to esplanade.... got our tickets... then went to one side and drank Vodka with coke... haha one whole big gang sia... alot of people... hmmm after meeting everybody was around 18 people i think.... hahaha anyway we queued damn long.... haha we all like nothing to do.... keep disturbing one another.... i was damn tired lah.... didnt bother much... haha... when we reached the christmas tree... we just plucked out all the decors and we started throwing them at people...

So... until about 3 plus... wth! paid $15 to queue damn long.... wasted lah.... shit.... hahaha... saw Nigel also.... wah lau we were damn sad... haha.... hmmm after that around 4 plus went to Lau Pa Sat to eat.... borrowed money from Yen Keat.... we just sat around... talked and drank scotch... haha feels like tongue getting burned.... hmmm... around 6 people started leaving already.... so at 6 i waited with Qi xiong at the Bus stop... haha he keep asking me this asking me that... around 7 am i reached home.... Qi Xiong went back to my house to sleep sia... he say he to tired... and wanted to talk... he needed someone to listen to his problems... so i say ok loh... when i reached home my father looked at me and was like "WTF!?" haha so anyway on the aircon then started talking... talk until about 8 plus... i think nearly 9? dunno lah... haha aiyah.... i want to DRINK MORE! AIM: DRINK WITH LEON IN MALAYSIA! CHEERS!

Nicki

"Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things."
-Colossians 3:2

haha okay so today woke up at around... 10:45am... was waiting for Brian and Aaron cause they went for reporting... meeting them before going to collect results, anyway, we met at Macs, had lunch together then go follow Aaron cut hair.. haha his hair now like Mr. Nicks (someone who works at V.E) hair... anyway waited for Meng Rong, was around 1.30pm and sent Aaron off cause he going work by bus... took cab with Meng Rong and Brian.... when we reached the school we met Victors mother at the School canteen, cause Victor has Dengue Fever ( i think thats how you spell it), so anyway... met up with all my classmates and went up to the hall to collect results

Wah Lau waited very long just to collect results sia... was like 2pm when we went up to the hall... then 3 o'clock then collect results... waited damn long.... then was like talking to Mogan throughout the hour... talking lots of cock and insulting one another ahaha.... thats what we do all the time anyway.... just to remove all the nervousness inside of us.. haha... then when everybody was damn nervous i just told Mogan "Its Prayer TIME!" hahaha we both laughed lah... but then i just prayed while he was laughing... thinking i was not serious... hmm then he made a Theory which was actually true.... "Whoever has the Orange paper( Book list ) is confirm to go sec 5" ok then it was true lah.... Mrs Lai was too lazy... she just talked to one of the students then 2 of the parents then she just say "whoever i called you come and take your report book from me" so yea... i was called WEE HEE! 6 points! YES! 1 for english, 2 for math, 3 for science
AND NO im not KIDDING its really 1,2,3... so nice~....

But.... I was feeling quite sad... cause most of my friends didnt make it... Especially Brian and Victor... they both had 11 points! wah lau! damn suey sia... as i saw the sadness and disappointment on their faces... i could almost feel their suffering.... they studied so hard... so MUCH but they just didnt make it... by one POINT!.... wah damn sad lah.... Went to Drink and Shio with Meng Rong and Brian.... wah i could really feel the sadness and i could almost read his thoughts like... he was feeling so much of a failure to himself and his parents.. letting everybody down... and as we parted ways... i felt so helpless.... i couldnt do anything to help my BRO out of the hole he was in....

So i went back home... bathed and got dressed.... went with Felix to go "work"... met with Geraldine and Her supposed "boyfriend" ( i think... haha)... wah lau... keep raining then cannot go work ( cause we were supposed to go give flyers to the residents in the bukit timah area ) so yea... we went to play LAN.... hahaha... then Ceci messaged me.... called me gay summore... was like WHAT? haha..... ok then play Lan then come home loh... sian sia today... yawnz.... TIME FOR WOW! haha (world of warcraft! AIM: /played =5 days level 60! ) woo!

P.s Pray for Victor and Brian, Victor to get well soon and to choose the right path in his life, Pray for Brian to get onto the right path and whichever he may choose i will support them always...


"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."
-John 16:33

Haha so this entry is for yesterday and Today

well didnt blog yesterday cause i stayed home all day lah... damn sian so nothing to blog about.... you guys cant really blame me for not blogging haha what do you want me to say? "oh today i eat sleep eat sleep" haha, fun meh? no right? haha but i wrote a poem yesterday it can be found in the "Profile/Poem of the Day/week section" hahha if i have the mood i'll write one everyday... so yea hmmm yesterday eat sleep write poem so interesting haha NEXT

so today woke up at around 9.30am haha wanted to clean my room... was messy like dunno wat... all thanks to my brother, seriously i hate my brother, im going to ask him to move out of my room when he comes back out, i mean WTH he doesnt even clean up after himself... he wipe his nose, he throw on the floor... wth? yes i know and the dustbin is just at the door.... haha so ok... i had no mood to clean it by myself damn dirty, so i ask my mother clean with me... but she didnt even help at all... what can i say loh... so after i clean was around 11 oclock haha OH NO! supposed to meet Felix at 12, today going to SHAW TOWER to buy some Bicycle decks haha damn nice lah the deck hahaa STYLE...

no anyway... i bathe and bla bla bla... i at the bus stop waiting.... so i thought that from my house all sbs bus can go to jurong east mrt... but... i was wrong haha i anyhow take 157... when it was 11:45 i think.... i smsed Felix i told him that my bus maybe going all the way to boonlay haha... i was too lazy to get down the bus lah... haha dowan to go down then take back then go to jurong.. haha... then i reach the jurong east mrt after taking the boon lay one... haha around 12:30 then reach jurong east mrt.... Felix damn blur... he walk inside the mrt... then never look around... then he sms me.. "where are you" so i smsed back look behind you... haha he damn blur lah...

ok reach Bugis (cause bugis is near shaw tower) then Felix dunno the place so Felix said... take cab lah... if not later get lost... omg the cab driver just turn right then go all the way striaght loh FELIX IM GOING TO KILL YOU! hahaha... ok lah ok... reach there find the magic shop already... also CLOSED! so never mind.. i was hungry anyway... went to the food court... saw this PORK CHOP RICE SHOP... it had the channel U food show the picture so i thought it had to be damn good and also alot of people queing for it.. haha... it was ok lah i guess.. oh yea! then suddenly MEL, BRYAN and BRYANS mum was there also.. haha i heard someone shouting my name, haha it was MEL haha... Bryan said the skate shop was damn small ( cause that time go skate park some one handed us a brochure saying that there was a skate shop at SHAW TOWER) so any way... he said dont go... damn small so i didnt want to go already... haha

then go magic shop wah lau the magician can talk cock alot... which is good cause that was like a distraction to move our attention to him and not the cards.. haha tricky guy... anyway his tricks were cool... haha then i stood there thinking... which one nicer? orange or green? then he said... get the orange its really nice... the green one is sold out.. so its going to become a limited edition cause they're not making anymore.. then i was like AIYAH! i wanted the green one.. haha...so i bought the orange one... but it was nice lah... i learnt how to Fan and stuff... haha i cant show you what i've learnt... =xx just cannot i must practise more first haha... then we went to lucky plaza... for what? i also dunno... just had the feeling that the orange deck was for show and not for practising u know? haha

went to lucky plaza and bought a blue colour deck... also damn style.. hahaha then went to Felix house... wah lau damn ulu ulu sia..... i felt like a stranger going to Yew Tee... hahaha wah lau cannot take it.... must skip to the ending ending.. haha bla bla bla we played 7 hand poker... i kept losing..... stupid game...... hahahaha... ok then i took cab home... lazy sia... i dun like taking mrt... prefer the bus.. haha

went home... marcus wanted the Warcraft 3 cd and i wanted his Photoshop Cd so we traded then we just relac downstairs... then i wanted to go home hahaha had something to do... anyway... hmmm nothing much really happened lah.. haha

P.S i love you

"As long as Uzziah sought the LORD, God gave him success. ... But after Uzziah became powerful, his pride led to his downfall."
-2 Chronicles 26:5b,16a

Fcuk, i cried my bloody hearts out for you
i ripped out my soul for you
and i felt more of the pain because i pulled the plug
because I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH
"To hold on to something longer,
the harder it is to let it go"
you're flying to Australia, so IT IS INEVITABLE
why grow more memories and hurt more?
you think i dont give a shit about you?
but, u didnt cry at all
and given the fact that you didnt cry at all tells me one fcuking thing
I WAS LIVING A FCUKING LIE
thanks for NOTHING though,
still wishing you all the damn best,
hope to never see you again, hope to never think of you again
you are so arrogant...the fact that you didnt cry didnt hurt me
its the fact that you actually had the cheek to say your so pround you didnt
even feel a thing totally killed me....
and now our true colours have shown
man oh man was i lucky to have missed on that colour.

BYE
and
Thanks again

Wah lau... today wake up at 10 loh.. haha going to meet Felix, Bryan, Cecilia and Jermaine at Lot 1 before leaving for town, haha i ask ceci help me buy bubble tea since she going to buy, so i ask her buy lychee ice blended without pearl... then i met with Felix then Bryan came soon after then Ceci came with my drink, and then jermaine came ok so leave for town on the bus... then we all taking 190 mah... then got this indian family... cb... they cut through from the 190 queue to get to other bus, then shout EXCUSE ME... i scold them FUCK YOU LAH then they walk pass.... haha ( actually i never scold but what sia indian damn fierce i dont dare sia haha )... anyway wah lau the bus ride damn long... haha reached at far east there... all shop not even open loh... so we went to LJS to eat breakfast... all of us sick except ceci but then all eat LJS.. good sia... fight fire with fire... haha... so we went up to revoltage first but then walked to pescados, t-shirt damn nice haha so just try and buy instantly.... but then revoltage closed anyway... so too bad for them... then go buy 3 quarter pants omg EXPENSIVE! $45 bucks but still nice.... hah had to borrow$20 from Felix... so walk walk walk... then walk to takashimaya cause bryan wanted to see how pearly looks like so we walk and walk but then Felix called then ask, then she today not working... ALAMAK! haha....

So Jermaine suggested we go watch movie... then i was like GO WATCH "OPEN SEASON!"... haha Felix said dont watch stupid CARTOON lah... then i told him... eh its not cartoon.... its A MOVIE WITH A GREAT STORY LINE ONLY MADE IN ANIMATION... haha but then i no money so must borrow from Bryan... haha im a poor piece of shit lah.... cause mum never give $$$ and then i wasted all of my remaining money on the clothes i bought today... haha then go watch open season... haha

LOL I CANT BELIEVE IT! DURING THE MOVIE I "KUNZ it"... haha starting of the movie was like ZzZzZzzzZZZzz haha but it was ok lah... haha... come out of the cinema everybody was like WTH@! sTUPID CARTOON! i was like no.... STUPID MOVIE WITH A GOOD STORY LINE IN ANIMATION haha....then go eat dinner.... early dinner lah... i ate the western food lah.. haha sick still eat... confirm die early... anyway.. after that eat ice kachang.. haha omg we messed up the whole table lah... stupid meow meow dunno how to use spoon one... cannot eat properly..

then we all went to skate park... omg feeding mosquitoes.... haha skaters were okay... but i think the bloody bikers were just posing... DO NO SHIT go skate park ride bicycle go up and down the half pipe... thats all.... haha

P.s I Love You

"Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited."
Romans 12:16

Wednesday 6th December 2006

Woke up at 10 plus in the morning today, haha Felix is coming by my house to teach me magic and doesnt know how to get here hahaha, anyway, Bryan is also coming by, he said he's damn bored at home, always nothing to do... haha so i met with Felix first went to market and eat.. wah lau! Felix ate so much for just $2.70, cheat sia... haha i bought beef brisket rice for 4 bucks loh.. haha, i put many many red cut chilli ( chilli padi ) then i eat all sia... wah lau! super shiok! and ultra hot loh... haha can die.... sweat like dunno wat... then people like keep looking at me... my face damn red... haha... then i go buy sugar cane + lime, damn nice, cooling and refreshing, haha then went to go meet Bryan...

While waiting for Bryan, Felix showed me some card tricks ahaha, i thought i was damn cool lah... i loved his black deck the most, although i wanna go find the black ghost deck haha, Felix say can find for $20, (hint hint!: Christmas present? anyone?) haha then dunno why suddely Bryan pop out, haha dunno where he come from, anyway then go back to my place, on the comp then ... internet explorer spoil, haha must call "the guy" wah lau when i call the singnet technical support right i actually said, "hi im looking for the guy" then after i realised i said it, i put down haha, dont dare say my name, so i called then just do one step then fix i was like wah lau, i also can do..... just damn lazy to think... haha ok then we keep playing card, then Felix also showed us some lame tricks loh, dumb cat, anyway i played 2 people tai di with Bryan, haha damn interesting, i anyhow make up the game one, but still fun haha, i kept losing the first few round lah... but then i was like how can i keep losing one? then i bounce back i win him back haha... watched more magic trick then the guys got hungry so now is 6 plus going to be 7

haha so we went to market go eat hokkien mee, haha hokkien mee was "POWER!"~ haha but Felix still say Toa Payoh one nicer... is it? i dunno i still think Bukit Timah Market Hokkien Mee is "POWER~!" haha then they both went home... i think Felix is sad, cause i didnt send him to the interchange like i said i would oh well... haha SORRRY lah.... i lazy + got business + got something i needed to do lah....
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I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after."
Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up.

It's over. She's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.

The angel said to the women, "Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples: 'He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.' Now I have told you."
Matthew 28:5-7

Okay so today woke up at 9 plus! wah haha early right? i know... damn you FELIX hah... we went town today my aim : NEW CLOTHES... his AIM : wat movie and go see PEARLY ( he calls her PEAR) haha... but okay he didnt want to see her for any intimate issues its just a friend friend basis yea FELIX?... so we met at 11:40 at Bukit Batok Interchange, we waited around 12 for the bus, 106 haha we talked alot lah really... amazing loh, never really knew we were so close! brother brotherly close you know? so we bought the 1.30pm ticket for casin0 r0yale 7 haha before that we went to arcade lah... we played DATONA~! i think thats how u spell it, so okay 1st round right i put in coin, choose beginner, choose manual, then dunno wat happen i put my gear to 4, press the accelerate then my whole screen only can see grass and trees cannot even see the road or any cars! OMG! as expected i lost lah... ok 2nd round try another car, insert coin, choose beginner, choose manual, put gear to four, then press accelerate, vroom vroom can see my car for like 0.99s then dunno wat happen can only see the map on the right hand side loh.. haha i try to drive just by looking at the damn map! haha my best time was 23 seconds damn i still lose, this time i "buey song", i try the last car, with my last coin, with the last few minutes before it was time to enter the cinema, so again, insert coin, choose beginner, choose manual, put gear to four and accelerate... WOO HOO! can see the bloody car! its BLACK! STYLE! haha the graphics suck lah as always but hey! black style ok!

so, i was 1st for the 1st-5th lap haha then on the 6th lap i hit the wall at the super sharp curve, lost speed then FELIX took over, then he was like "bye bye" so i was super "shio" already i was like "KNN! i put in 3 token i cannot even win one round ah!" then dunno wat happened he turned then he hit the wall then his car overturned at the first turning (NOTE: its not the super sharp one, its the first turn haha) first time i see loh, then when i pass him i was like BYE BYE haha then i won lah! so fun! ok then after that we go buy popcorn haha got free voucher when we buy the movie tickets $1.00 off for the FAMILY COMBO, ( family combo consists of 1 large popcorn and 2 medium drinks... i think) so the total was 7.10 (6.10 after the voucher) cause we change the drink to ice lemon tea, so anyway on the way up, i told FELIX, eh u havent return me the money for the tickets leh, then he was like i got leh... just now popcorn i give $10 leh, then i was like i give u back $5 leh... then was like think think think, then i said aiyah forget about it lah.. after movie then say...so the movie was damn great! haha, after the movie still discussing over the movie, so we went to REVOLTAGE cause like i wanted to buy shirt mah... omg the shirt damn nice but pocket no money and scared that posb not enough, so we went to b1, withdraw $50 then go back up.. then when i try the shirt i was like wth! the collar damn tight loh! cause its the shirt is actually two shirts sown together to look like one look damn wierd.... dowan buy... haha evil sia... oh yea then james was waiting at ngee ann city, so we chiong there then we went to find Felix's PEAR but then she like not there...

omg wasted like 30 mintues of my life lah! haha so we went to the cinelesiure 9th floor play dota and cs... haha omg loh $7 for 2 hours i want to burn it down! haha and OMG PUGNA WAS DAMN STRONG! guessed who used pugna???? hmmm....... Nope Not Felix.... NOPE not JAMES...... YES ITS ME! haha =)) expected lah i guess haha wat can i say =xx but we didnt lose loh.... bloody hell we paid for 2 hours then they really 2 hours wth... we playing game half way cannot extend one loh... i still think TIMAH AH BAO BEST! haha then going back le.... go back to taka to find Felix's PEAR again and finally she was there loh! and wth! she want us to buy a card! haha im not going to show u guys the card loh... i'll upload on friendster thru my fone lah i think can.... haha then take bus back home... alamak in the bus me and Felix were like talking so much until it reached to a certain part of a certain topic where we both clashed loh really.... it was like wah lau.... suddenly feel damn sad... damn depressed and shit....cause we actually clashed on a certain time and event in our lives... haha oh well...

P.s I love you

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

He said: "Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the LORD says to you: 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's. ... You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the LORD will give you, O Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the LORD will be with you."
-2 Chronicles 20:15,17

2nd December 2006, Confirmation Day

Ok so i woke up at 9.30 for an 11 am mass, haha we were supposed to meet at 10.30am to collect our paper, our card and our name sticker. Mine was "Conor 11" ( cool right? haha the terminator name, my sister found it for me lah haha =)) and the number was our sitting position ) so anyway wah everybody was damn nicely dressed lah, haha i of course was used to wearing long sleve shirt, black pants, leather belt and leather shoes, but all of the guys were like, WAH LAU I LOOK DAMN WIERD LAH! haha the girls also nicely dress lah i have to say... hmm there was only 1.... haha CECILIA!!!! SHE WAS WEARING A DRESS! ahahahahah! its like ONCE IN A LIFE TIME! too bad no camera lah... haha... woo hoo!@ Nadia came for my confirmation! wah! all the way from tanamerah leh! she took cab all the way from there! ( and if you guys are wondering, no, Nadia is not a Muslim or a Malay, Shes an Indonesian-Singaporean Catholic) haha she was damn shy lah! she sat with my parents while i went back with all the confirmants there, she never spoke alot, like always keeping quiet one, haha NAD MUST BE MORE ENTHU! MUST BE MORE OUT GOING! LIKE ME! hah =xx, so bla bla bla then ok the arch bishop was there and he just anointed everybody with the oil after we renewed our baptismal vows. i think its kinda wierd but i think i was the only one that felt overwhelmed by the holy spirit at that point, i felt that i needed to do more to love God, and on that day i prayed like ALOT, dont know why, oh and another thing happened, i actually talked to stef, hmm, over the years i never really talked to her lah, hmm dunno why, she always looked so fun, outgoing and enthu but dont know why i never really talked to her, shes actually very friendly haha and before all this, we never even spoke to each other, not a single word. So yea after mass everybody was like yea! FREEDOM haha our confirmation cert was like a passport out of church we were like YEA! duneed come already! haha but then i was like, is this really the end of me coming to worship God and praising him? so i asked around and hey everybody was like JOIN THE YOUTH MINISTRY! so yea, im going to join too haha =)) oh yea and we have this Youth Ministry Outing this Sunday at 2pm at Botanic Gardens so i kinda like ran off cause everyone else was eating the buffet at church and i of course was having lunch with my family and my aunty , cousins and most importantly! NADIA! so yea even at dinner she was like so so quiet. we shared one chicken teriyaki set and one green tea ice cream, of course there was unagi chawamushi ( i think thats how u spell it, u know the japanese steamed egg?) haha aiyah too shy Nadia too SHY! hehe =)) so anyway after eating we went to Asia Box, Bukit Timah Shopping Centre B2 , haha thats like my family's lifestyle shop (not owned by MY FAMILY but as in my uncle aunty bla bla bla) , so if anybody needs to buy furniture or anything go there haha forget IKEA! =)) so we went back to my house there, Nadia and I sat at the playground bench, she said to me "what kind of playground is this! no SWING!" i was like haha it doesnt need to have a swing to be a playground lah... then we went to plaza sing at around 2 plus our plan was to watch movie! but... she told me she needed to go home at 3, so i was like what? huh? why? she was like dunno i need to be back at three going out with my sister, then i was like ok loh... then i did nothing much my aunty left at 3 that day so i went home, play computer and watch tv loh... BORING LAH ... hahaha oh then i read JEMs BLOG 15th Nov i think, its where the most inspiration to love God came from, reading Jems Blog is like giving you all the motivation and inspiration to love God even more, on 15th Nov it talks about Jem and his Sword from an angel or from God, he could feel the weight but he couldnt see it, it was really there tho... wah u guys should read that entry very NICE =))

"My heart says of you, "Seek his face!" Your face, LORD, I will seek."
Psalm 27:8

Well the past few days i've been in church camp... and let me tell you, it was amazing... =)) ok, so we start off on the first day,

Day 1, 30th November 2006

haha i packed my bag last minute and u know what? my bag was FREAKING BIG LAH!, can fit a body inside.... no really my bag can, ok so enuf about that cause someone else brought a bigger bag! 2 times of mine! haha I called him "around the world in 80 days" so ok its damn hot then bla bla bla, ok praise and worship ( huh? p&w? lame lah, makes you looks stupid ), yup thats wat everyone thought it was... ok so for the first P&W i was jumping along to the music... but apparently i was the only one jumping apart from the facils lah... like damn pai seh, look like retarded person haha so ok dinner, supper, bathe, nothing much on day 1 ( BORING! ) actually there was quiet time which i used for smoking! WEEE!!! haha

(P.s: I love you)

Day 2, 1st December 2006

Ok so like i woke up at 6:30 in the morning to take a freaking shower!!! and reporting time was 8, kiasu right? haha, but i wasnt alone, felix came along, damn cold lah the bloody water, then ok breakfast then more P&W, then i realised that someone "pa johor" on me ( and no, its not spray anything, its a term used for attract attention or so i am guessing) anyway, i was kind of like.... okay.... (smiles all the way!) but OI! i got a girlfriend already whats THIS AH! haha so ok ok lah..
so ok... there was a healing session at night, after confession (which only took me like 1 min cause there was this chinese father who was ultra fast haha) so anyway,we had P&W again it was like super fun cause everybody was into it ( FINALLY! I DONT LOOK LIKE A RETARD! YESS!!!) ,wah healing i was like... im sorry for this for that, then in the end like no effect so ok, then the leader of the session was like "if theres anyone who need to be healed physically or broken free from an addiction please come forward" then i was like OK GO TIME! TIME TO FREE MYSELF FROM SMOKING! so i go there acting like very innocent then i walk up to him and i said oh, i have an addiction to smoking, then i close my eyes then i want to fall but like i resisting to fall (which you are not supposed to do) then i like damn sad lah.. like everybody around me falling backwards then im the only one like no effect, so i walked back to the back of the room and there was FELIX! WOW like he damn strong lah... need 7 people to pray over him and he still NEVER FALL!, we one or 2 people already we like dropping and falling, he like that still standing... power~ then after that everybody was like WE WANT PRAISE AND WORSHIP! WE WANT TO ROCK! WE WANT TO JUMP!

Day 3, 2nd December 2006

Ok wake up like what sia! time to go at 4 oclock! i dont want to go home!! cause P&W was so fun! we like, wanted to appreciate god even more? then after we pack everything up Felix said that Jeremy Tan had a sword during a session one time, so when Jem came we asked him and he was like look at the bible (aiyah i forgot the book of, chapter and verse! aiyah!) so anyway i was like WOW a sword! that only inspired me to love GOD even more i mean our God is an Awesome God yea! then another healing session wah this time... really, duneed to say anything the person just walked up to me then pray over me... i was like damn shiok then i resist, i opened my eyes then she say dont resist the holy spirit, dont be afriad, its a calm and gentle spirit, so i was assured and i desired for the holy spirit to just consume and come into me, so in my heart i was like "God, take over me, i want u to overwhelm me Lord, i put all of my faith and all of my trust into your hands, God, take me and never let me go Lord". Then i was like *poof* i fell down, i felt calm, at peace, full of gentleness then i got up then i like buey tahan, cannot take it... so i lie back down, then the peace and gentleness came back, after that summore P&W and everybody and i mean EVERYBODY was HIGH on JESUS!!!! WOO I LOVE YOU GOD! PRINCE OF PEACE! then ok go home time, haha i was like CHIONG AH! but then i like ah... dowan lah... dun so bad then sit for a while, haha aiyah! write e-mail write phone number then later, i chiong out but when i left i was like felling empty, like not so high already.
ok i think my hands tired, i write about my confirmation day tomorrow haha

Ps. I Love You

"Do not be afriad, I will SAVE you. I have called you by name, you are MINE. When you pass through deep waters, I will be with you; your troubles will not overwhelm you. When you pass through fire, you will not be burned; the hard trails that come will not hurt you. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy God of Isreal, who SAVES you. I will give up Egypt to set you FREE, I will give up Sudan and Seba. I will give up whole nations to SAVE your life, because you are PRECIOUS to me and because I LOVE you and give you HONOR. Do not be afraid, I AM WITH YOU!" - Isaiah 43:1-5

Nicki. Ngee Ann. 19 on april 25th 09.
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