Rock and Roll Forever.

我爱的人不爱我,
爱我的人我不爱她.

I can sense this is going to be a VERY long post.... so here goes... as the start suggests... i really have no feelings for you... yet in this kind of situation... i'm hurting you... as i said... in this situation i feel guilty.... but 爱情是不能培养的... thats just what i think... as for me.... im quite like in the situation that u are in... im only a friend to the person i like... yet.... i cant just pour it all out... Love's not that simple where theres i love you and you love me... obstacles will of course be faced...
I really dont know how to react to something like this.... and avoiding it isnt helping as it seems... im hurting you... i dont know what to do...

i'll just take some quotes from my friend, LINNETTE's blog. lol ( hope she wouldnt mind)

"Love is a topic.
When you are in love, you share the topic. When you're out of love (early morning thoughts, 2:10am, Me), you're either neutral (Amen to you, if you can do that) or biased against it. Somehow to me, the latter is always appealing. I'm starting to believe that I'm starting to make sense. (Yehyeh, don't give me all the crap about self-comforting. I know it more than you do.)"

When i read it.... i thought hey... this shit IS TRUE!... Linnette you're growing up! hah....

2nd topic..... DREAMS..... i found this topic actually very INTERESTING lol.... my cousins blog... i'll ask if he minds if i put up the link... but yeh... and what he post is actually very meaningful thats right kids.... theres MEANING behind his blog.... yes it may be funny but hey... at the very end.... theres always something to learn about... again... i'll quote

"Don't DREAM too much..... See that word.. Don't dream too much... it's everyone's nightmare and it's even worst if that's your parents saying it..."

Isnt this true? ppl tend to dream too much... why? its cause we desire something thats just too hard to reach.... Impossible to reach i'd just might say... but how about this.... what about if we stop dreaming and actually went for it? HECK we SHOULD go for it... Dreams will be dreams forever.... until you make a change yourself yeh?

"But even know how much it hurts you or how far away your dreams are, you still try to reach for it..... You know why? because it is your dreams that defines who you are.... ; )"

IT IS YOUR DREAMS THAT DEFINES WHO YOU ARE... this is my favourite part... now guys.... isnt this true also? haha... see... meaning and logic... DREAMS DEFINE WHO YOU ARE...

"so, the moral of the story is to..... " Dream big, and learn to take every hits along the way and still move forward" eventually, you'll get closer to your dreams or it will take you even further than your dreams."

This usually just summarizes everything dreams are about.... Its our fuel... our passion... our *target* or AIM in life.... isnt it? Dreams Drive us to LIVE.... yeh.... thats its.....
DREAM DRIVES US TO LIVE OUR LIVES...

Welll... thats the end of the VERY long post? haha..... i'll be back for more...

9:09 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

MY FAVOURITE SONG ATM!!!
A silhouette waits outside my window
I jump up and I shout to see if your there
There's nothing but cold sharp air.

I wake up, another day without you
Take a breath from cigarettes
I got time to spare, its better when you're not here

Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I
Won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad
Please see that I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes
And I, won't even mind it so bad won't even find it so sad…

I'm not sick I'm not weird I'm simply in love
You must try to understand you were sent from above
You say you hate me well that's just fine I will wait till the end of time

Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I
Won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad.
Please see I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes
And I won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad today

Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I
Won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad
Please see that I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes
And I, won't even mind it so bad won't even find it so sad…

Loving you is the only thing I ever knew
letting go is the hardest thing ill ever do
I don't even mind it so bad
I don't even find it so sad today.

9:18 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

THE Lost Poem

My love for you grows stronger,
everytime i look at you.

My life for you opens,
everytime i see you.

My passion for your soul,
grows deeper everyday.

My caring for your heart,
never fades away.

I love the way,you make me feel.
I love the way, i know its real.
I love the way, you look at me.
I'll cherish your love for eternity.
With the sky so bright, I see it through.
That i only want to be with you.
With my love up above, your love is like a flame.
You took my heart, and your the one to blame.
Now for you, I swear.
With all my heart I really care.
That my love is forever true, till the end of time, I'm in love with you.

Just something random i found in my phone... saved it for someone... yet never gave it away

12:00 AM

Friday, June 01, 2007