我 爱 的 人 不爱 我,
爱 我 的 人 我 不 爱 她.
I can sense this is going to be a VERY long post.... so here goes... as the start suggests... i really have no feelings for you... yet in this kind of situation... i'm hurting you... as i said... in this situation i feel guilty.... but 爱 情 是不 能 培养 的... thats just what i think... as for me.... im quite like in the situation that u are in... im only a friend to the person i like... yet.... i cant just pour it all out... Love's not that simple where theres i love you and you love me... obstacles will of course be faced...
I really dont know how to react to something like this.... and avoiding it isnt helping as it seems... im hurting you... i dont know what to do...
i'll just take some quotes from my friend, LINNETTE's blog. lol ( hope she wouldnt mind)
"Love is a topic.
When you are in love, you share the topic. When you're out of love (early morning thoughts, 2:10am, Me), you're either neutral (Amen to you, if you can do that) or biased against it. Somehow to me, the latter is always appealing. I'm starting to believe that I'm starting to make sense. (Yehyeh, don't give me all the crap about self-comforting. I know it more than you do.)"
When i read it.... i thought hey... this shit IS TRUE!... Linnette you're growing up! hah....
2nd topic..... DREAMS..... i found this topic actually very INTERESTING lol.... my cousins blog... i'll ask if he minds if i put up the link... but yeh... and what he post is actually very
meaningful thats right kids.... theres MEANING behind his blog.... yes it may be funny but hey... at the very end.... theres always something to learn about... again... i'll quote
"Don't DREAM too much..... See that word.. Don't dream too much... it's everyone's nightmare and it's even worst if that's your parents saying it..."
Isnt this true? ppl tend to dream too much... why? its cause we desire something thats just too hard to reach.... Impossible to reach i'd just might say... but how about this.... what about if we stop dreaming and actually went for it? HECK we SHOULD go for it... Dreams will be dreams forever.... until you make a change yourself yeh?
"But even know how much it hurts you or how far away your dreams are, you still try to reach for it..... You know why? because it is your dreams that defines who you are.... ; )"IT IS YOUR DREAMS THAT DEFINES WHO YOU ARE... this is my favourite part... now guys.... isnt this true also? haha... see... meaning and logic... DREAMS DEFINE WHO YOU ARE...
"so, the moral of the story is to..... " Dream big, and learn to take every hits along the way and still move forward" eventually, you'll get closer to your dreams or it will take you even further than your dreams."
This usually just summarizes everything dreams are about.... Its our fuel... our passion... our *target* or AIM in life.... isnt it? Dreams Drive us to LIVE.... yeh.... thats its.....
DREAM DRIVES US TO LIVE OUR LIVES...
Welll... thats the end of the VERY long post? haha..... i'll be back for more...
9:09 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007